break another heart

note:

2008-01-28T09:49:46Z

Hey guys!

I just wanted to remind you that I moved to moedere last year! I'll be re-adding a few of you tonight, so this is a heads up. moedere is me, so add it back if you'd like. If not, well, then, don't add it back.

This journal will be cleaned out and deleted in a few days, so uh. Yeah. No use in keeping a dead journal, just takes up space.

kawaiirishi @ 2007-07-20T20:46:00

2007-07-21T03:49:57Z

LOL NEW JOURNAL

moedere

Anyone who no longer wants me friended does not need to add me. I will being adding people tomorrow after we drop my mother off at the airport. :D If you no longer want me added to your journal, simply state so when I comment on your journal or some crap.

YES. HANNY, YOU'RE ALREADY ADDED THERE LOL. SAME GOES FOR NII-SAN LAWL. /myhyperisexpressedincaps

kawaiirishi @ 2007-07-09T05:07:00

2007-07-09T12:10:33Z

This is NOT an RP journal!

If you friended with me a roleplaying journal, remove me. I'm not trying to be mean -- it's just freaking obvious this not a character journal. ;(

Again, those who friended me with character journals, remove me from your friends' list. You know who you are.

Thank you.

kawaiirishi @ 2007-06-21T17:04:00

2007-06-22T00:15:52Z

HAY DERE JUMPING ON BANDWAGON WILL NOT STOP FOR BATHROOM BREAKS.

Format yanked from halfthewords. P:

→ My name is Brittany, but I'm referred to as Victoria by a lot of people. Feel free to call me Aeria, or whatever pops into your head. And, no, you may not call me Britty. :X

→ As of July 12th, 2007, I will be 15. Yes, I know, I'm a pipsqueak~

→ I live in Calfornia. However, I am not bleach blonde, stupid, obsessed with shopping and prone to dating rich men. I rather like rich women, thanks! :D Also, I was raised in Houston, Texas and speak with a cockney-esque accent. 9~9 Prease to not call me a redneck. :X

→ I practice apathesism. As in, the following of not really carrying. The technical word is agonistic. **politically incorrect.** u.u However, I tolerate ALL religions as long as no one tries to shove it down my throat.

→ I'm 5'7", dark haired and dark eyed and my skin is ivory colored. :X When it comes to clothing, I tend to wear dress skirts and girly!shirts. I do what I'm told, okay! DX

→ I hate snakes and airplanes. I also refuse to watch Ouran for fear of getting lost in the crowd. ;; **wibble** IT'S NOT EASY BEING DIFFERENT, YOU KNOW. DX

→ I love changing my layouts. I'm a layout whore. 8D They change about as much as my fandoms. I just can't stick to one for more than two weeks at most. T_T;

→ I am homeschooled, believe it or not. :O Yes, we exist! This means...my social skills suuuck. 8D;; I tend to be really nervous at first, but chances are, I'm going to love the SHIT out of you. :X

→ I am pro-choice when it comes to abortion. This is the same with pre-martial sex. It's not my body, therefore it is not my decision.

→ My favorite words are "fuck", "shit, "cunt" and "bitch". I believe that says a lot about me. 8D

→ Sushi is the most amazing and bestest best thing since, well, me. Obviously.

→ I am the uke, no questions asked. halfthewords is my seme!Himeko and sin_alchemy is my seme!Roxas. 9~9

→ I am bisexual with a leaning towards women. I am in a healthy and happy on-again-off-again realtionship with himikaon. Who is a woman. She has a vagina. I know, trust me. :<<

→ If you bite, I will bite back. Just a warning. This applies to when it comes to my loved ones as well -- I will bite back, as hard as I can, too. >:|

→ I have a deviantART. Likewise, I have a FFnet account. I rarely use them! :D

→ My family is fairly large, excluding my cousins.

→ I have a slight fear of cats. As such, I own a dog -- a shitzu named Beeothoven. ...And yes, he is named after the piantist.

→ I love classical music. Piano pieces especially. My current favorite is from Final Fantasy X-2, "Eternity ~Melody of Lightwaves~".

→ YES. I LOVE FINAL FANTASY X-2. IT IS MY FAVORITE GAME EVER. I AM AWARE MY TASTE IN GAMES SUCK. NOW SHUT YOUR DAMN MOUTH. D:<<

→ Once I finish school, I plan to attend Medical School and become a M.D.

→ I'm in many fandoms, mainly Kannazuki no Miko. However, I like Yuugiou, Final Fantasy and ... well, pretty much anything that has titties and yuri in it. Mmm, boobs!

→ My icon journal is lonelyjuilliete.

→ I roleplay as Chrno from Chrno Crusade (hornlessdemon), Dita from Vandread (toy_aliens, both are for vortexxworld.), and Miyako and Himeko from Kannazuki no Miko. ♥ I tend to do Jack Sparrow as well.

→ I like memes! I enjoy spamming flists with them.

→ ...I'm really quite vain, you know. ;3

kawaiirishi @ 2007-06-19T22:30:00

2007-06-20T05:34:48Z

To anyone I've offended, hurt or upset...

I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you or anyone else. I won't ask for forgivness because it's your choice, but please understand that I reliaze what I did and said was stupid.

...I'm sorry, again. I had no intention of upsetting or hurting any of you.

puppets;roleplays-

2007-06-13T23:36:04Z

kaseihi; Rei Hino of Sailor Moon fame; vortexxworld; IC Quality: decent.
hornlessdemon; Chrno of Chrno Crusade fame; vortexxworld; IC Quality: meh.
toy_aliens; Dita Liebly of Vandread fame; vortexxworld; IC Quality: Good.
rumplz; Jack Sparrow of Pirates of The Carribean fame; vortexxworld; IC Quality: Okay.
chiisaireifujin; Chibi-Usa of Sailor Moon fame; vortexxworld; IC Quality: Good.

Upcoming Puppets

Urumi Kanzaki; Great Teacher Onizuka fame
Miyako; Kannazuki no Miko fame
Shader; Chrno Crusade
Dark; D○N○Angel

kawaiirishi @ 2007-06-06T14:58:00

2007-06-06T21:59:28Z

Artist: kawaiirishi
Credit: Either eclipseicons or kawaiirishi
Series: Kannazuki no Miko
Pairing/Characters: General Series
Theme Set: Alpha
Started: March 20th, 2007
Finished: June 06, 2007 (Three months)
# of icons in post: 14
Finished: 100/100

let my love open the door... to your heart.

10_hurt_comfort prompt table

2007-06-03T08:54:28Z

1. Injured	2. Love	3. Sick	4. Drunk	5. Emotion
6. Lonely	7. Jealousy	8. Tears	9. Fear	10. Fight
0/10

100_situations table

2007-06-01T05:22:22Z

001.	Hide	002.	Amnesia	003.	Funeral	004.	The End	005.	Lament
006.	Crucify	007.	Deaf	008.	Cliff	009.	Float	010.	Engage
011.	Want	012.	Blizzard	013.	Stoic	014.	Steal	015.	Adore
016.	A Close Shave	017.	Threat	018.	Answer	019.	Whore	020.	Slave
021.	Lick	022.	Fanatic	023.	Misty	024.	Ocean	025.	Sting
026.	Trample	027.	Drop	028.	Complain	029.	Inject	030.	Tour
031.	Cough	032.	Weapon	033.	Horny	034.	Film	035.	Change
036.	Creep	037.	Complete	038.	Challenge	039.	Blow	040.	Pass
041.	Reminisce	042.	Rain	043.	Dive	044.	Jobless	045.	Bored
046.	Smuggle	047.	Starve	048.	Lucky	049.	Stoned	050.	Spike
051.	Illusive	052.	Lake	053.	Adventure	054.	Prevention	055.	Ill Mannered
056.	Argument	057.	Morose	058.	Arrogant	059.	Store	060.	Game
061.	Extreme	062.	Natural	063.	Break	064.	Parch	065.	Mobile
066.	Sick	067.	Slice	068.	Rape	069.	Piss	070.	Fag
071.	Needle	072.	Frozen	073.	Bed	074.	Travel	075.	News
076.	Music	077.	Experiment	078.	Entrapment	079.	Lunatic	080.	Trapped
081.	Quake	082.	Dirt	083.	Doctor	084.	Blood	085.	Caress
086.	Puncture	087.	Ride	088.	Treatment	089.	Hallucinate	090.	Companion
091.	Brick	092.	Apparition	093.	Memory	094.	Slick	095.	Smell
096.	Writer‘s Choice.	097.	Writer‘s Choice.	098.	Writer‘s Choice.	099.	Writer‘s Choice.	100.	Writer‘s Choice.

pimppimppimppimp

2007-05-19T21:38:39Z

luna_academy

RP COMM WHE.

Blogcrews~

2007-04-19T22:34:55Z

YES MOAR ;X

Otomiya Haine: TAKEN! - pinkified
Shizumasa Tougo: [open]
Amamiya Ushio: TAKEN! - kawaiirishi
Maora: [open]
Maguri: [open]
Senri: [open]
Touya: [open]
Otomiya Kusame: [open]
Kamiya Komaki: [open]
Kamiya Tachibana: [open]
{Post any others I've forgoten. D':}

[Amamiya Ushio] @ ♥Shinshi Doumei Cross♥

Kurusegawa Himeko: TAKEN! - himikaon
Himemiya Chikane: TAKEN! - kawaiirishi
Ohgami Souma: [open]
Tsubasa: TAKEN! - yokokaru_chan
Miyako: [open]
Girochi: [open]
Corona: [open]
Reiko: TAKEN! - starfalls
Nekoko: [open]
Yukihito: [open]
Ohgami Kazuki: [open]
Past!Himeko: [open]
Past!Chikane: TAKEN! - halfthewords

[Himemiya Chikane] @ •Kannazuki no Miko•

[Character Name] @ <a href="http://kawaiirishi.livejournal.com/25931.html#cutid2">•Kannazuki no Miko•</a>
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[Don't ask why the text aera isn't working. :||| just edit the other accordingly]

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Chrno: TAKEN! - <lj user="Kawaiirishi">
Rosette Christopher: TAKEN! - <lj user="Flowergirl_ino">
Satella Harvenheit: [open]
Azmaria Hendric: [open]
Aion: [open]
Joshua Cristopher: [open]
Florette/Fiore: [open]
Shader: [open]
Rizzelle: [open]
Genai: [open]
Mary Magdalene: TAKEN! - <lj user="Yokokaru_chan">
Sister Kate: [open]
Elizabeth: [open]
{Post any others I've forgotten}

[Chrno] @ <a href="http://kawaiirishi.livejournal.com/25931.html#cutid2">◘ Chrno Crusade◘</a>

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[Character Name] @ <a href="http://kawaiirishi.livejournal.com/25931.html#cutid3">◘ Chrno Crusade◘</a>
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[Just edit the SDC one accordingly. I just spent ten minutes trying to figure out WHY the text aeras aren't working and no go. _._;]

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kawaiirishi @ 2007-04-08T20:10:00

2007-04-09T03:13:50Z

What's this? It'a testimony post. I figured sice a lot of people have them, I'd jump on the bandwagon. ♥

What do you do? Simply comment with something you find interesting about me, or why you like me. :B

What'll happen then? I add it to my profile and link to you. Yup, it's like journal adverting! XD That's all you need to know, so enjoy. :D

kawaiirishi @ 2007-03-31T20:13:00

2007-04-01T03:25:53Z

Giftie for himikaon :D :D <3

Title: Everything I'm Not
Fandom: Chrno Crusade
Pairing: Mary Magdalene/Chrno
Rating: PG
Summary: Mary's thoughts after being locked inside the watch for 54 years.
Notes: I don't think I got Mary's character, honestly. But then again, obviously she had nothing more to do than think for those 54 years, hence I couldn't expand beyond thought. Hopefully it's as bad I think it is.

There was no way we could keep running on and on with myself in the condition I was in.

I knew that eventually, everything would fall in vain. The Mary inside me was slowly disappearing, and fighting to keep control of my thoughts and my body proved to take a phyisical toll. But yet... he inspired me. He made me want to fight off Pandaemonium. He made me want to live. He made me want to live... by his side. Is that how I knew I was in love? Perhaps.

It was selfish to let myself and him think we might be able to escape, but ... I guess I wanted to keep running with him. That simple reason isn't enough to forgive myself though, since I only ended up burning agony and pain into his soul.

I smothered him amd forced him to blame himself against my own will. I practically clipped his wings.

But then, we wouldn't had those times together, would we've?

----

I don't understand.

Who is she to you? A sister? A friend? A...

A lover?

I don't understand. Why do I want to cry? Why am I so - so jealous of her? I knew that he might find someone out there. I was prepared for it. But yet...

Perhaps I didn't expect someone like her. She is everything I'm not, opinionated, strong, captivating, and most of all, she knows what she is fighting for. She is not afraid to look her demons in the eyes and fight them. She is ... everything I am not.

... Chrno.

----

You're moving on, aren't you? She's guiding you through tough times, isn't she. You should let go, you fool. Our times are in the past... why can't you look toward your own future?

Can't you feel how much the past hurts? Please...

----

Rosette Chrisopher.

Are you that someone who can share your wings with him? Can you save him? Help him grow? Care about him until the end of your days? If so... then.

I will take you back with me. I will show you Pandaemonium's memories and how to stop all of this madness. I will...

take you back. Back to the person we care about.

Please... take care of him, with all of your heart's love.

End of 'Everything I'm Not'

I am not a writer, simply an entertainer. ;X

These Things I'll Never Say

2007-03-27T00:37:22Z

~~Oh, man it took all my strength not to use Andrew. I keep picturing Tom Felton...~~ Ahem.

Due to circumstances, you'll probally never see this. For which I apoligize. I still don't get the point of keep your relationship with Hallia low-profile to anyone outside of Raganork Online, but I can accept that. I can forgive you for basically lying and letting myself and perhaps others get their hopes up - but I'm not forgetting it.
You cause me a lot of pain that night and the pain still remains. If I could get an explanation why you chose to let others wander in the dark; I would ask. But I know you'll respond with one of your stupid riddles so I won't bother.

Instead, I'll let you have your privacy. I guess that no matter what you'll always put yourself on a higher regard than others despite what you say. I'm sorry if that insulted you but actions speak laouder than words and to me... well what you did spoke more than what you said to me in that breif coversation we had.

Ther are a lot of things I want to say but I can't put into words. I hope that you don't resent me for what I've said so far and that you'll forgive me for whatelse I'm going to say.

I love you. I love you so much that everyone around me sees it. I love you. No matter what you've done to me or to anyone else, I absolutly adore you. From the begining, since we first talked I've loved you. I know you think of me as some little brat who clings to your leg and refuses to let go, however. I know you don't think much of me. I'm lucky if I get more thna a thought weekly perhaps. But I don't care, because I love you. I'm happy I found you on this huge planet. Despite the pain all of this causes me, I'm glad it happened.

I want a life with you, at least by my side. I'd love it if my affections were returned. I'd absolutly adore it if we could marry and have a family together. I want to take the good andbad with you, because when you're with me I can do anything.

Forgive me.
"If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you... away,
be with you every night.
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I'd wanna see you go down on one knee,
marry me today.
'Guess I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say."

The End Has It's Own Beginning

2007-03-09T06:40:37Z

Phillip Mak, founder of shoujoai.com, has passed away recently. He was a young man who created a community for fans of the girls' love genre to meet and greet one another. His website was a large cornerstone in the online anime conmmuinity - allowing the genre to grow and be understood as more than just "porn for guys".

He will deeply missed and mourned by the entire community, both anime and manga, het fan or shoujo ai/shounen ai fan. May his soul rest in peace.

Blogcrews

2007-03-05T05:39:13Z

KYOSHIRO TO TOWA NO SORA:

Setsuna // shining_silence
Kaon // kawaiirishi
Himiko // himikaon
Jin Ōgami // chiibi
Kozue // kyoto_no_hikari

Join?

Shinshi Doumei Cross → Ushio
Kannazuki no Miko → Himemiya Chikane
Chrno Crusade → Chrno
Kyoshiro to Towa no Sora → Kaon<
Yuugiou → Shizuka Kawai
Gonzo → Kaledio Star → Sora Naegino

Colorbars

2007-03-05T05:36:02Z

Colorbars by devon_lovr

Colorbars by anak7

By: KAIEN-KUN

Hazuki is "Samurai-Shoujo" Love

Hatsumi Is Love

Hatzuki Is Love

Ririsu-Chan Is Love

Maora is Love.

Amamiya Ushio is Love.

Maguri x Maora is Love.

Otomiya Haine is Love.

Shinshi Doumei Cross is ~~SO the drama~~ love

Stamps and Quizzes

2007-03-05T05:31:39Z

Comments: I'm actually not too sure. I'm thinking about getting a restamp because I don't quite agree. ^^;

Comments: Yes! Gotta love Pai. xp But I always thought this character was a bit like me~

Comments: Actually, I think I'm more Meiling than Kero. o.o

Comments: I like Rose. So yes, maybe. xD

Comments: I actually think I'm more Dark than Riku.

Comments: I can dig it. Can you?!

Comments: Yes. Out of the stamps I've gotten, I agree with this one most.

Comments: Hey, I can dig it.

Comments: Aren't Riku and Leon the same person? Ahem.

Comments: Misato? Yes plz.

You are a solumn, stubborn, calm and quiet person who displays attraction towards hyper and genki people. You tend to hide your inner and true feelings and prefer to use verbal irony instead of being direct. You are good at what you do but when it comes to love, you couldn't be less clueless. XD

Which Gravitation Character Are YOU?
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Which Kannazuki no Miko Character are You?

Himeko

You are the epitome of sweetness and naiivete. You try to do your best at everything you try even though you are known to be a bit clumsy and clueless at times. Unhappy memories may linger in your eyes, making you introverted and not very assertive, but you try to look ahead and totally devote yourself to those you love. If only you weren't so confused about your feelings...
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Which Chrno Crusade Character Are You?

You Are....Azmaria Hendric Shy, but sweet, and always caring for others well being. You have had many misfortunes in life, but you seemed to pull thorugh them all with a smile on your face.
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Wich Quote Are You? (Pics, detailed answers, quotes)

"You Should Always Look At The Pretty Things, Just In Case Tomorrow They're Gone..."You're sad. Deep inside, you feel like dying, like everything is lost. But on the outside your smiling, pretending to be happy. You want people to think your happy, but in the truth you're sad. You always say you're okay, you can handle everything alone and don't need help, but in your heart, you're dying to get some help, someone who knows who you really are. You're sick of preteding, but you're scared of what people will say if they know you were that depressed and sad. Maybe you have someone you love (not meant as your boy/girlfriend or something like that) and you don't want to make them worry, or you're afraid that if you let the real you show everyone will leave you alone. Just like the quote, you seem optimistic, happy and beatifull, but if you think about it and look deep inside, you see it isn't about hope, about happiness. It's about sadness. Hidden after what seems to be 'hope'. But you don't feel any hope at all. You're just afraid and you're running away from it. But remember, you cannot fix something when you refuse to see it's broken. But is it that much better?
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Which Great Teacher Onizuka character are you most like?

Congratulations (?), you're most like Toroko!
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Random venting

2007-03-01T01:12:58Z

You may have noticed that this entry is NOT friends locked. This is because I feel that someone needs to say this.

Recently, I sumbled upon a few anti-communities. antiwinry to name one. Veiwing some posts there, I'm very dissappointed. I, myself, have nothing against her - but I find childish that people actually joined that community so they could post responses. None too friendly ones, either.

Calling someone immature because they dislike a character you enjoy is immature. Why? Well, let me first say that you have a right to defend your favorite characters. But keep in mind, I LOVE Noa from the FMA movie, yet everyone I've met can't stand her. I'm not goig to barge into an anti-Noa community and call people there immature or pathetic. Why? Because plain fact is, I have characters that I like and dislike. I'm sure it's the same for you. Do I enjoy seeing Noa bashed? No. But I'm not going to flip out, and call everyone whom dislikes her immature.

That's immature. There's no point to it. Though, it still amuses me to see assholes do that crap over and over.

Kyoshiro To Towa No Sora Blog Crew

2007-01-10T04:17:58Z

Ahaha. Haha. **shot**

Most likely, you've never read/seen KTTNS. So on that note -- incase you are interested... Here is the Wiki page.

What is a blog crew? A blog crew os where you can claim a character/place/item from a series. Simply post here and I shall add you to the list. (It is a must that you have seen or read Kyoshiro To Towa No Sora in order to partcipate, duh.)

Kū Shiratori // cwwitchkyobi
Kyōshirō Ayanokōji // Unclaimed
Setsuna // shining_silence
Kaon // kawaiirishi
Himiko // himikaon
Mika// Unclaimed
Tarurotte // Unclaimed
Sōjirō // Unlcaimed
Jin Ōgami // chiibi
Kozue // kyoto_no_hikari
Waruteishia // Unclaimed
Kurausoras // Unclaimed
Murakumo // Unclaimed
Badoras // Unclaimed

Buttons:
None available at the moment, sorry! Will get them ASAP

Oooh, and check out amg_blogcrews, my new community! :D I'm still working on it, but I hope it's active. <<;